The Last Straw

It seemed like everything and everyone was testing my patience last night. They were pissing me off. I've always been trying to let the smile on my face stay there because being sad and lonely isn't fun anymore. I've been there a lot and as much as possible, I don't want to go back.

Out of anger I wrote some phrases down. Funny how it ended up sounding like a poem. It actually works so here I go.

ONE GOOD CRY

Nobody cares

They're all bringing me down

Testing my patience

Not making a sound

Evil eyes, innocent smiles

That's all they let me see

What they don't know: I'm aware

They're planning my destruction

It's sad and pathetic

How crappy it gets

It's all a game of deception

Treachery at its best

Dab away at the last drops of sadness

I can't let them win

No more tears, I'm standing tall

Pretentious is all I am

Nobody cares

Nobody ever will

Call it crappy but I was just plain angry. Once I wrote that though, it felt like my anger began to escape my head.