Pouring Out My Heart

Just a few moments ago, I was talking to my besties. I guess I'm a little emotional and we were just talking.

They just left and I have nowhere or no one to pour out the contents of my heart and luckily, I have you, my dear blogger. I know you'll listen to me.


I'm going to kick start this with a quote from my beloved, Mr. Dougie Poynter.

Dougie: "I've recently fallen hard for a chick. I'm crazy about her. Love is having the most respect in the world for a girl. You think everything she does is absolutely amazing - even if it's just average stuff. It's weird. "

He's talking about his girlfriend, Louise. Believe me, I cried when I read this. It wasn't because of the fact that he had a girlfriend, but because he was really sweet. Not many guys are like that these days. I've learned to accept that, but hearing someone so sincere gets to me a lot.

Next is a line from Alanis Morisette's song 'Ironic'.

"Its meeting the man of my dreams and then meeting his beautiful wife."

This one tugged at my heart. How sad can life get? When you've finally found someone you think could make your days seem so much better, you find out he's already commited.

Don't label me a poetic-wannabe because, believe me, I'm not. The following lines popped into my head a few days ago and I haven't been able to get it out of my mind.

"She will never love you more than I ever will."

I'm not saying I'm a relationship victim. I seriously am not. I guess the reason why this popped into my head is too much imagination and corny fictions. It's not bad, I must tell you. If fictions are the only things that could keep you from reality, sometimes it's better to stick to them.

I hate to bore you so I'll give you one last. It's from Connie Talbot's version of 'I Will Always Love You'.

"Bittersweet memories. That is all I'm taking with me. So, goodbye. Please, don't cry. We both know I'm not what you need."

It's pretty much a sad song and coming from a seven year old, the song seemed much more emotional. These lines struck me strongly. I mean, imagine saying that to someone you love! It would be freaking hard!

So there you have it. I'm done with sharing my feelings. I don't know what or who triggered this, but damn you/it!!!