I don't know if I'm just feeling things, but do you feel life has been moving so fast lately? I do.
It's like, right now I'm in this moment, but when I blink, I'm off to the next day. It's so hard because somehow I can't cope up with its fast pace and I feel like I can't truly enjoy every minute of life.
Is there a pause button somewhere? I just feel like screaming 'TIME OUT' everytime moments rush by me. I'm losing myself.
I'll give you a perfect example to show how I feel.
In a matter of weeks, I'll be back in school.....in third year. It feels like yesterday, I was walking up the high school building with my heart thumping in anticipation as I tried to figure out if skipping a grade was a good choice. I look back now realizing those moments are gone and so is Sophomore year. One more year and I'll be in fourth year ready to graduate.
I sometimes find myself asking "Am I ready for this?"
It's true when they say 'Being grown up isn't half as fun as GROWING UP'. I've always been telling myself that if I grew up faster, I'd be able to enjoy life. Guess I was wrong.
Whatever happens now, I just hope that what I've learned so far will be enough to keep me breathing in the very fast-rising waters of time. I know it won't slow down for me so I'll have to make myself keep up.
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