Everybody Knows Live

I've attatched below the live footage of McFly playing at Olympic. Eveyrybody Knows is my new addiction and I just wanted to share it with everyone.

NO COPYRIGHT INFRIDGEMENT INTENDED BY THIS BLOG POST
(*I credit McFly's Official Myspace)

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=38566152

He's HOT HOT!!!

Bored again. Booo me.

It's Math class this time. Topics are retarded and easy. (Though I'm the retarded one because I can't prefect the quizzes. Blame carelessness *shrug*)

Getting quite off-topic there.

Anyways, I'm here to write about this guy.
No, not Cody or NEW GUY. It's somebody else!!! (cue for ooooh!!!)

No name shall be mentioned again. I'll hide him under the name "Drew".

Drew is this cute guy in my class. He's soft-spoken, good-looking, humble and totally hawt (the body baby!)

We "discovered" his hawtness during PE class. (Now, there's a subject we won't get bored in!)

Haha! I sound dirty!!! Well, truth is, I don't even like the guy. We're good friends though.

I just thought he deserved a good ol' blog praise from moi (even though I'd die if he actually read this).

Til next time!

I Might Die

Don't take the heading too seriously. I'm currently sitting in English class writing this blog entry on a piece of paper and slowly dying of boredom.

It sucks English class has two periods today. How boring can that get?

English class is supposed to be fun for me. We're taking up Anglo-American Literature ( meaning: American and BRITISH lit). So why am I dying of boredom? It's because we're discussing grammar and punctuations. The hell do I care about stupid dots! Sheesh!

I am so effin' bored! Gosh!

PRINCE CHARMING STATUS REPORT:
(since I haven't done this in a while)
It is now on its 15th chapter and I'm kind of scared for its position. I currently have very little time to write, which is why I put it on HIATUS.
My readers are going to shoot me to death pretty soon. XD

SCHOOL GIRL STATUS REPORT:
Estimated two weeks before the first quarter exams.
Chem is killing me! Mr. Piso sucks!!!

Support System

First Off: BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA SALLE BACOLOD!

With that said, I can now go to my story.

My brother and his friends formed a band in a week to play for the 'Battle of the Lasallian Bands' during the school Birthday Bash.

I realized how I poured out my all-out support even at the last minutes of their performance. I was determined to help them out and even got my guy friend who was in the intermission to stand up and clap for him (I had to swallow my pride, kneel down beside him and ask for his help). I also got three of my classmates to shout from somewhere behind the crowd.

And where was I during the performance? I was up front kneeling down on the floor below the platform taking as much pictures as I can while howling, screaming and singing along to my brother's band.

It was one epic night. I nearly lost my voice and I was going overly red because my brother's band wasn't that popular and it seemed like i was the only one cheering them on.

I guess it goes to show how blood is thicker than water. I didn't regret swallowing my pride to ask my friends to cheer for them. I definitely did not regret going crazy up front while they played.

They won the competition. Even through the end, nobody clapped for them. But there I was, still upfront raising my hands and clapping while I screamed. I was actually pretty scared by the results because audience impact was 40% and it seemed my brother's band lost at that......but hell! It was a unanimous decision!!!

I'm proud. Yes I am.

The Strongest Relationship

Relationship
–noun
1. a connection,
association, or involvement.
(Credit to dictionary.reference.com for the meaning of
'relationship')

That's what it means off the Internet. But what does it really mean to me and you?



To me, relationships are that special bond between two (or more) people. It doesn't symbolize the years they've known each other, but the memories they've made together.



Woah! Wait! Take a step back and consider this: Romantic relationships and friendly relationships are relationships all the same.

So what am I reeeeaaaallllyyyy talking about? I'm talking abut MY friendly relationships.

Three years in high school has already given me the chance to learn about friends; the real ones and the so-called ones.

The real ones are those who'll still stick around no matter what. They will never leave you behind nor forget about you should distance be in the way.

The fake ones? They're those who would occasionally smile and say 'hi', but only because they need something or they have no other choice.

(Harsh words? I know. I'm fully aware that they are in fact mean and you'll just have to excuse me because I have strong feelings about the subject. And hey! This is MY blog. I have EVERY right to be rude.)

Fourteen and a half years has given me enough time to find people who I can relate to and have fun with. Andrea, Ynez, Bea, Kathy, Earl, Neil, Paul and Dana to name a few. I know that they'll always be cherished by this soul, and that no matter how many new friends I'll make through the years, they never will be forgotten.

So where is all this going? I have no idea, to be honest. I just felt like writting a blog; ode to the bestest people I've known.


"THE STRONGEST (romantic) RELATIONSHIPS START WITH THE STRONGEST FRIENDSHIPS."

Mama Earth

Triesanne's gone Earth-friendly! (Hint for the oooohs and WTH's.)

Last week, we watched Leo DiCaprio's The 11th Hour and today we had a Tree-Hugging activity (pictures might not gt posted though). It's been about Mama Earth and I think I'm getting soft for her.


First "pampa.igo" recap:

Having Mama Earth as our one and ONLY home, it is our responsibilty to keep her clean, safe and pollution-free.

By doing our share of environmental activities, from picking up our own trash and disposing them properly, we could save our home.


"THE EARTH CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT US BUT WE CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT HER."


Let's go green ya'll!!! It's not too late to make a difference. Let's make this world a healthier and better place for all of us!

Say goodby to pollution and hello to green and healthy Mama Earth!

I Miss You

Going sentimental again! Whew!



Before I start blabbing though, I'mma first explain why I've been gone for quite some time. Reason is: blackout. A storm hit the Philippine asrchipelago last week. It caused some damage, but luckily, it didn't do much on our side of town. We had electricity difficulties for three days and internet disconnection for a week.

As you can tell, things are bettr now, so........ON WITH THE BLOG!



The reason why I'm sad and senti? I blame HIM! (*I'll hide his identity under the name "Cody"; obviously not his real name.*)



So you can understand the whole story, I'll have to tell you the very beginning, which is.......



In the beginning of the school year, i found myself a nice, decent, cute guy. (He's not mine, but I can ALWAYS dream! Haha.) Let's just say I think I like him. I've been going on and on about him all week that I've forgotten about Cody.



I saw Cody again hours ago. It was the first time this week that I had a good look at him.



You know what I felt the moment I saw him? It was a mixture of sadness and longing.
It then hit me then that I MISSED HIM.

Why I felt it, I cannot explain. It was like I've been pushing myself to the NEW GUY in an attempt to forget Cody. It's pobably my system's way of showing resistance since I know I don't stand a chance with Cody and I just don't want to feel the 'heartache'.

Will it always be this way? Finding a guy, liking him so much, stealing glances from afar.
The way I see it, it's a sad story I have this feeling that all I'll ever end up doing is staring from a safe distance and just waiting and longing for NOTHING.

"Will I always stare in the distance......or will
someone come and save me from my misery?"

Made of Honour

(Warning: Movie Review aka SPOILERS!)

The movie was quite amazing. I must say, for an emotional sucker like me, it was one of the best I've seen so far.

It was about a man, Tom, and his girl best friend, Hannah. His daily routines almost usually involves her, but when Hannah leaves for Scotland, Tom is so lost. It was then that he discovers his feelings for her. Sadly, SHE WENT BACK WITH A NEW FIANCEE!

Oooh! I forgot to mention something!
A day before Hannah mentioned her trip, Tome invited her to his father's (sixth) wedding. Well, to the viewer's eye, Hannah was totally in love with him, but to the oblivious moron, she was a mere friend. (*cough cough* His fault she found a fiancee *cough cough*)

As the bride's best friend, Tom was appointed 'Maid of Honor' (and everyone thought he was gay). As the maid of honor, he had to be supportive and all that, but he and his friends had another plan in mind (destroy the wedding from within).

In Scotland, a few days before the wedding, Tom drops everything and tries to tell her what he feels before it was far too late. Hannah, judging from his histoy (sleeping around), obviously didn't believe him.

On the morning of the wedding, Tome headed home saying he couldn't bear giving her away.

Just in time though, he came back and stole his bride. (HINT: Triesanne's tears. Haha!)

I am VERY aware that this is one hell of a crap review, but the hell with it! I suggest that you go and watch MADE OF HONOUR if you haven't yet.

Dancing In The Rain

With the second week of school over and a storm interrupting all electrical sources, I was able to have a taste of simplicity which brought out the kid in me.

When I woke up, I grabbed my blankey (Yes, I just wrote blankey) and curled up on the sofa. I had some biscuits and talked with my mum, lola and cousins (we were the only ones up).

Around mid-noon, I had a nice cup of Milo with my cousins and we had a bonding session. Then we realized the rain was very inviting so, we decided to get out and have some fun.

Running around in circles, doing ballet-like stunts, taunting my younger cousin who wasn't allowed to join. It was the most fun a girl like me could have.

I've been so caught up with adolescent stuff that I've forgotten I still am a kid. It's good to have some crazy, clean fun from time to time. It reminds me about the good memories I've made while growing up......and it allows me to continue making new ones while I still do.

It was one hell of a storm that had an impact to our country. But to a girl like me, it made me appreciate simplicity.

Going Sentimental

I'm done with research works and I decided to take this opportunity to post up a blog entry.

Basically, today all I did was go sentimental over song lyrics and all those other stuff. I'm posting up all the quotes I recall thinking about.

"The authentic armor that once covered a
noble knight is now tinfoil wrapped around a man equally degraded."

>>> My idea of the 21st century men. I'm not saying all men are like that. You have to admit...most are!

"We grew older but we're still young. We never
grew out of this feeling that we won't give up."

>>> No comment. I just love it.

"I'm one of a million hearts you'll some day
break."

>>> Been there and I know it hurts. But hey...better to have loved than never at all, right?!

"We're reflecting on misunderstandings and
miscommunications."

>>> To me, this shows how much communication affects a relationship. If there isn't enough of it, relationships could end up broken.

"Love is won over by ignorance."

>>> Self-explanatory.

"These pills weren't meant to hurt you today
and evermore. If fools were meant to fuck you, then why do fools fall in
love."

>>> I love the last line. The whole thing tells me that things don't always go as planned and sometimes we just have to deal.

"The worst is over. You can have the best of
me."

>>> Can't explain it, to be honest. It means so many different things.

"When I was 17 years old and there's nothing left but love."

>>> This goes out to all the teenagers!!!

"She sees in him an angel in the cruelest of
worlds."

>>> When we find someone we admire, they just seem so extraordinary in our eyes. It's the beauty of BEING IN LOVE.

"Screaming out for love."

>>> It has my name written all over it.

"Lie to me if you must, my dear. Give me a
reason to have you here."

>>> Applies to me. I've reached this certain point when everything that's ever happened didn't mean anything to me and I was ready to give up anything to have our friendship the way it was. (Don't ask.)

"Are you worth fighting for? I need to
know."

>>> Desperae times make us ask this. Sometimes, we'll NEVER find the answer.

"Hurt me........I DARE you."

>>> I swear half the guys I've ever liked won't be afraid to do so.


I have to scram now. I might get caught for this illegal act.
Best luck with life dudes!

Keep on rocking!

Are You Listening

I'm obviously bored at the mo. I'm supposed to be sleeping but it's too effing uncomfortable and cold and my imagination is working overtime.
I actually made a poem, of all things! Well, to be honest, more like organized phrases thingies. Call it whatever you like!

THE WAY I ROLL

I may look a bit mean to you
I may seem obnoxious
As intimidating as that may seem
I'm a friendly person too

I may say the meanest things
And do the most hurtful actions
Know that I don't always mean them
And that I have good intentions

I love to laugh out loud
When I find a joke so funny
I can't always stay that serious
'Cause that's just not the real me

I could look so confident
And yet so shy at times
There's more to what you see
Read between the lines

I'm fat, I'm opinionated
I'm egoistic and all
Call me whatever you like
That's just the way I roll

PRINCE CHARMING STATUS REPORT:
I'm currently TRYING to post up chapter 8. I've already typed it up but there's a slight problem.....my brother is using the laptop!!!
I'll see what I can do though. I spent time on that!

SCHOOL GIRL STATUS REPORT:
I have three frikin research works at hand. There's also this scheduled diagnostic test for Chemistry class tomorrow.
It's unbelievable how I manage to continue writing for my fic. I guess it just shows how much I love to write.

SHOUT OUTS:
Belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my bestie!!! Dude, you know I luv yah!

Mr. Piso, EFFF YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!


Gotta run yo! Research works await me!
Rock On! \m/

I'm A Black Woman In White

So as not to raise confusion...please ignore the title I decided to give this post.
Long story short, I spent some time in a pool (after 4 months of staying away from it) and came out with a darker skin tone.

We celebrated my bestie's 15th today. The proper date would have been tomorrow, but since it's a Sunday, we decided to celebrate it now.

RECAP OF THE HAPPENINGS:

We met at Marapara (NOGCC). I was fashionably late yet again. We did a bit of sing along and then changed into our swim suits. We swam for a couple of minutes then decided on doing a photo shoot (pics are in Ynez's cam...will post some as soon as she uploads them).

As Andrea and I put it, we were "independent models" for category "ASA". lols.

After that, we had some snacks. Fries with mayo and ketchup. Mmmmmm. Then we did some food art. Yeah, we rocked.

Ynez's brother came. He was our driver/delivery man/waiter for the day (I feel sorry for him). He waited for us while we got changed...and then had another photo shoot in the locker room.

Oozie drove us to Robinson's and we ordered at Shakey's. We got a take out and went up to the food court where we met Kathy. Stupid guard won't let us eat. Pooo. So Oozie had to buy something. He bought cake (two slices for P70) and candles (P2 each)!!!

After that, we watched Kung Fu Panda!!! Po was soooooo cute.
I'd say it was one kewl movie. And I learned something from it, believe it or not.
I learned that sometimes it takes trust and belief for something to come true or become special. And also that we should never dwell on what happened in the past nor over think the future because what happened then has put us where we are now and what will happen tomorrow is the outcome of what we will do now.

'Nuff about that.

There was none after that, to be honest. We had our aimless walking around. Went through stuff in stores and just walked around until Andrea had to go and until I had to go.

*RECAP OVER*


I have nothing else planned for today. I think I'll sleep early. My head is throbbing and I think I need some water.

Anyways. Tomorrow is the last day of the weekend. The next day is effin' school. It's formal class time so serious Triesanne will come out to play.

I have to go. A nice McFly interview awaits me in the other window. Stay clean, yeah?

I Realized That

I realized that...I still like my ex-crush from Freshman year.

I realized that...he is the only one to make me cry.

I realized that...Charlie Simpson is fit (or at least, used to be).

I realized that...I'm a very deep person when you talk to me seriously.

I realized that...true love just doesn't exist in this world (add in 'ANYMORE').

I realized that...the truest form of love is very rare and might as well be considered non-existent.

I realized that...what I've went through in fourteen years has helped me become a stronger and much better person.

I realized that....drinking water is very essential.

I realized that...I love to blabber a lot.

I realized that...I'm a very corny person and sometimes I myself get shocked by that fact.

I realized that...I just ate A BILLION calories in one snacking.

I realized that...I'd be pretty disappointed if I don't make it to my dream school.

I realized that...I talk a WHOLE lot.

I realized that...'SHITBALLS' is a really funny curse word.

I realized that...I'm so totally in love with McFly.

I realized that...I should stop now.

I realized that...I should really say goodbye now.

So...uhh....BYE!!!

All The Madness

Three days of friggin school over!!!

We have no class tomorrow because the teachers have to prepare for the PAASCU visit.


How I've been this week? Pretty much okay.
Nothing's been bothering me at school. I'm happy with my section, I'm okay with my classmates and my adviser is pretty cool.
Oh wait! There is one teacher who keeps pissing me off!!! I'll call him PISO.
Piso is just so GRRRRRR!!! He keeps showing off his power just 'cause nobody wants to stand up against him for our grades' sake.

Other than that, I just want to say: HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY PHILIPPINES!!!
Today is the super official one although it was celebrated on the 9th.

What else....hmmmm. Ooooh! Thomas Fletcher's 23rd!!! I have another photoshop project in my hands!!! I'll prolly send him a banner saying happy birthday from me. I'll post it up here when I finish with it pero I'll try so badly to post it up on myspace THE DAY of his birthday. I don't know how I'll pull that off, but then again....smuggling time!?!

Anyways...I have to scram. My head's throbbing and I want to catch up on sleep. Freedom!!! Ooooweeeeee!!!! 'Till next time dudes!!!

So Much Has Changed

So basically, I'm feeling a bit off and sentimental. I want to cry today.
As Drea put it, effects of the last day of Summer.

Now would probably be the best time to update you about my coming week since I probably won't be able to post any more in the next four days.

Tomorrow is the OFFICIAL FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. I was a bit excited at first, but now....I wanna say "Fuck that!"
No matter how I want to kill time at the moment, I'll have to focus on school the moment it starts. Fasten your seat belts, ladies and gents, 'cause it shall be a rough ride.

Since I'm not really feeling it, I'll leave the school topic up there and move on to another topic. My ficcy!!!

Prince Charming is doing fine. So far, only three chapters are up and the third one would be my last chap. Since I'll be given five days to think about addages, I would be able to come up with a million nice chapters that I can post on the weekends. This shall be interesting.

Now, let's move on to another topic: Why I want to cry.

Yeah, well. To be honest, I don't know how to explain this. It's just that my head hurts and I'm just feeling bad today. (I really should get some sleep after this.)

So as not to annoy you, I'll go now. You guys take care. Good luck with school, yeah?

I'M IN LOVE WITH DANIEL ALAN DAVID JONES!!!

Prince Charming

Hello again!!!

I'm just here to report about my fic.

The title is 'Prince Charming' and it's about the lovely Dougie Poynter. What my readers don't know, what happens will ever-so-slightly be based on my own experiences as a newbie High School student. But well, who I fell for wasn't as hot as Poynter here.

I just finished chapter 1 and so far, my readers love it. I'm deffo excited. They're making me want to post another add!!! lols

Here's the link in case you want to read!!!
http://mcflyphilippines.forumakers.com/mcfly-fan-fictions-f2/prince-charming-new-dougie-fic-i-got-you-the-1st-chappy-t114.htm

I also have here the graphic!!!
I'm so quite proud about it. It took EIGHT pictures to make that and it was hell of a task but I love the outcome so much.

That's about all I have at the mo. I'm still about to write the next add for my lovely readers. I have to have self-conrtol as to not post so fast though. I might struggle with this though. lols

Thanks for reading about my boring life! Read my fic!!!

Random Is My First, Middle and Last Name

Based on the title, I'll be rambling on about a thousand random things because I have no current topic and all I want to do is talk.

With that said, here I go.

TOPIC 1: Photoshop

I'm still a certified illiterate but I can't help but get sooooo soooo addicted to this program. As in WOAH!!! I now know how to remove/edit pimples and blemishes and has yet a lot to learn.
I have, however, made a new photoshopped picture for my signature on our forums.


It's actually not that awesome but I'm proud about it nevertheless. XD

TOPIC 2: Fan Fictions
I just finished one about Danny Jones and so far, three people have commented saying they like it.
If you would be so kind to check it out, here is the link.

http://mcflyphilippines.forumakers.com/mcfly-fan-fictions-f2/some-things-never-change-last-two-chaps-up-finished-t7.htm

The three people have encouraged me to write another fan fiction and I'm planning to do one. It's because I love to write and these people actually appreciate it.
The next fiction will be about Dougie Poynter and I've actually just finished writing the prologue.
I want to finish writing chapter 1 first and a nice graphic for the story.
After then, I'll put it up. I hope to get some feedbacks then.

TOPIC 3: Back to School
I have five more days until school. I'm not that psyched up yet but I'm kind of looking forward as well. I have a mild cold and fever problem at the moment but I'm surely not missing the first day of class. There's an air of anticipation to it so I wouldn't want to miss out.

That about wraps up my rambling. I still have to get back to that graphic making. I'm still looking for a nice Dougie pic that I could blend in with a few others.
Take care and best of luck with whatever!

The Last Straw

It seemed like everything and everyone was testing my patience last night. They were pissing me off. I've always been trying to let the smile on my face stay there because being sad and lonely isn't fun anymore. I've been there a lot and as much as possible, I don't want to go back.

Out of anger I wrote some phrases down. Funny how it ended up sounding like a poem. It actually works so here I go.

ONE GOOD CRY

Nobody cares

They're all bringing me down

Testing my patience

Not making a sound

Evil eyes, innocent smiles

That's all they let me see

What they don't know: I'm aware

They're planning my destruction

It's sad and pathetic

How crappy it gets

It's all a game of deception

Treachery at its best

Dab away at the last drops of sadness

I can't let them win

No more tears, I'm standing tall

Pretentious is all I am

Nobody cares

Nobody ever will

Call it crappy but I was just plain angry. Once I wrote that though, it felt like my anger began to escape my head.

Gym Class Loser

I'm sitting here feeling a bit pathetic.

I didn't go to the gym today. My friggin arms hurt so bad from the weights things and I'm feeling a bit ill. My throat is dry and raw and warm air is coming from my nose. The early signs of fever possibly.

I only need one thing. PAIN KILLERS!!!

Damn! I can't fully straighten out my arm. It feels abused and all that. It's crap. I can't even lift a glass properly. My hand is always shaking and it feels friggin heavy.

Gawd! I have to go. I'mma go get myself some medicine. Hope that eases the pain though.

Toodles!!!

We Don't Care!

McFly's new single is out. It's a very nice tune and I really really love the lyrics. It's called One For The Radio.

Basically, it talks about what the guys feel about the media and all those people who've been saying bad things about them and putting them down.

I actually feel kind of sorry for them. No matter how many people support them, you can't blame them if they feel bad about what the fewer number say.

I'm actually more of humored than angry at those people who publicly say they think McFly suck and all that. I mean, if they really hated McFly, why make the effort? For all their dumb heads know, they're giving McFly publicity. Well, a dirty one at that, but publicity nevertheless.

There's also one particular site who make fun of McFly and their fans. I've been there once. Just read but didn't do anything. It was pretty much crap. People who actually believe those rubbish people posted are s***heads. Yeah, I'll call them that.

Going back to the song, it's the official single of their album and by the sound of it, I have a feeling it'll be an awesome one.

Go and listen to it. I command you...again.

Certified Photoshop Illiterate

The internet was mostly down today and what I had in my hands were photos, a malfunctioning photoshop, creativity and lotsa time.

Surprisingly, these were the three photos I came up with. (Click to enlarge pictures.)

3. McFly Philippines Banner
This was for the site. I dunno if anybody likes it, but I'm pretty proud of it. It's the last one I made and probably the nicest one. I made it around 11pm by the way.



2. Fathers' Day
I remembered the fathers' day event next week. My dad's not here so I decided to make this. I just realized we aren't supposed to send pics though, so I might be screwed. At least I made an effort, right?

1. Imitate A McFly Photo

I saw this silly pic of mine and was instantly reminded of a similar pic of Danny (the smaller pic). There was a thread about this on the official board so I made this, but I don't intend to put it up there. The imitation happened by chance considering I had that pic ages before I saw Danny's pic. lols.

So there you have it. I bet there are people who are waaayyy better than me at photoshop. Don't judge me though. I'm not saying I'm good at it.

Hope you liked my stuff. Leave me a comment about them!!!

Runaway Filipino Dream

Here I am, bored all over again. I just decided to share my thoughts since I have nothing better to do.

Below is the link to a youtube video. It's McFly at Live Lounge in Tom's house. They are performing Born To Run, a song by Bruce Springsteen. They did an awesome job, if I can say so myself.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=qIeTWTUGK1k

Like always, Danny won me over on this one....but I can't help noticing how cute Dougie looks on the side though.

Yeah, I'm still undecided...and it's actually not that bad.

McFly aside, I'll have to blab on about gym class again. My first session got cancelled yesterday. Shame I was so excited. Today will (put in hopefully) be my official first session. I need to lose weight yo! lols.

This is one short post, ain't it? haha. I seriously have nothing in mind. I'm still kind of half asleep and my mind is pointless when it comes to thinking at the moment.

Sadly, I'll have to end here. I'll be back for a post when I feel like it though.

Summer Love?

I'm pretty much bored right now. Pooo.


I just finished watching The F Word. It's a cooking show or something. McFly was in it. They did well enough considering they don't cook. Danny and Tom were real good. Harry was really pressured because he was forced to do a lot. Dougie was doing okay. He did kind of suck, but he was holding up fine.

I hated the part when the man said, "Bam! McShit!"
I mean, wth?!? I wanted to kick his ass for that. Kidding or not, that was rude. Nobody calls my fave lads 'SHIT'.



What else do I have on my mind? Hmmmm.....let's see.

I have a confession to make!!! (Foo Fighters song...lol!) I can't decide between Danny and Dougie!!! They're both oh so fine!

This fine fellow here is Mr. Dougie Poynter. He is the bassist of McFly.

And this other fine fellow is Mr. Danny Jones. Ain't he cute? He's the front man of the band.

I hope you're feeling me. Let's just say I'm crazy over the two. lols.

Hmmm...other than that? I have only one news.

I just enrolled to a gym!!! lols. I hope it'll be fun. I need to lose a couple of pounds for prom. We girls need to look sassy...if you know what I mean *wink wink*. Okay...kidding. I just want to be fitter, I guess.

Prom season is about nine months from now; equal to a pregnancy!!! lols. I'm not that worried...yet. I still have time.

Hope you didn't get bored with reading about my typically boring day. I conclude, that's a day in the life of Triesanne. Awesome huh? NOT!!!

Pouring Out My Heart

Just a few moments ago, I was talking to my besties. I guess I'm a little emotional and we were just talking.

They just left and I have nowhere or no one to pour out the contents of my heart and luckily, I have you, my dear blogger. I know you'll listen to me.


I'm going to kick start this with a quote from my beloved, Mr. Dougie Poynter.

Dougie: "I've recently fallen hard for a chick. I'm crazy about her. Love is having the most respect in the world for a girl. You think everything she does is absolutely amazing - even if it's just average stuff. It's weird. "

He's talking about his girlfriend, Louise. Believe me, I cried when I read this. It wasn't because of the fact that he had a girlfriend, but because he was really sweet. Not many guys are like that these days. I've learned to accept that, but hearing someone so sincere gets to me a lot.

Next is a line from Alanis Morisette's song 'Ironic'.

"Its meeting the man of my dreams and then meeting his beautiful wife."

This one tugged at my heart. How sad can life get? When you've finally found someone you think could make your days seem so much better, you find out he's already commited.

Don't label me a poetic-wannabe because, believe me, I'm not. The following lines popped into my head a few days ago and I haven't been able to get it out of my mind.

"She will never love you more than I ever will."

I'm not saying I'm a relationship victim. I seriously am not. I guess the reason why this popped into my head is too much imagination and corny fictions. It's not bad, I must tell you. If fictions are the only things that could keep you from reality, sometimes it's better to stick to them.

I hate to bore you so I'll give you one last. It's from Connie Talbot's version of 'I Will Always Love You'.

"Bittersweet memories. That is all I'm taking with me. So, goodbye. Please, don't cry. We both know I'm not what you need."

It's pretty much a sad song and coming from a seven year old, the song seemed much more emotional. These lines struck me strongly. I mean, imagine saying that to someone you love! It would be freaking hard!

So there you have it. I'm done with sharing my feelings. I don't know what or who triggered this, but damn you/it!!!

Evolution Is A Mystery

The title is a little intriguing, isn't it? Well, don't take it seriously because I won't be blabbing about evolution in that Science class way.

I'm talking about McFly's evolution from Room On The Third Floor up to the up coming Radioactive.

HISTORY:
As all McFly fans know, it very well started with Mr Tom Fletcher. He was originally auditioning for Busted but got cut (it was between him and Charlie Simpson). Obviously, Tom was destined for bigger music stardom. He formed a friendship with James Bourne and stuck around to write songs with him.

Danny Jones, on the other hand, was a college boy. But instead of going to school, he played in pubs and got late or missed most his classes. He mistakenly auditioned for boyband V thinking it was a pop band, but luckily, he met Tom there. Who needs college where he is now?

Tom and Danny stayed together for a while. They wrote songs together until they finally decided to audition for a bassist and a drummer. Harry and Dougie both showed up on a similar date for the audition. Poof! McFly was born!

Room On The Third Floor:
(Release Date - July 5, 2004)
Basically, they were very young and every bit poppy here. Their sounds were fresh and lively and they fit in the category of being a kid.

Wonderland:
(Release Date - August 29, 2005)
They were still sounding pop, but this time more mellow than before. Their lyrics focused on more serious matters of life. They wrote some of the songs while they filmed Just My Luck in the US. (*Fun fact: They recorded the album in 48 hours.)

Motion In The Ocean:
(Release Date - November 6, 2006)
It was around this time that people would begin to notice that the band members were no longer boys. They were very much more mature in terms of sound and personality. They got more and more serious and deep in writing the lyrics, but their lively, happy feel was still there. For me, it was what made them McFly.

All The Greatest Hits:
(Release Date - November 5, 2007)
This was the compilation album for the best singles they had so far. Around this time, rumors of the band calling it quits circulated everywhere. When the band spoke up about the issue, they assured it was just rumors and that releasing the album wasn't their choice and that if it were up to them, they would have made one more album first.

Radioactive:
(Release Date - July 21, 2008)
This is the band's newest album and their first under their independent label, Super Records. Media claim that they are a lot more mature and that there are changes about the way they sound, but basically they still rock. I'm waiting for the release of their singles so I could hear their new stuff. I'm expecting something less poppy, more mature, but still McFly.


This band has been the only one who's got me coming back for more. I guess I'll forever be a McFlyer at heart. No matter what happens to them, they will always be the greatest for me (and I bet for the other fans as well). I wish them the best with their label and whatever choices they make. And yes, I talk A LOT about these guys. I love them so much, you can't blame me.

And that concludes my McFly blabbering. Go and listen to them, I command you.

Until We Crash This Dead End Life

I don't know if I'm just feeling things, but do you feel life has been moving so fast lately? I do.

It's like, right now I'm in this moment, but when I blink, I'm off to the next day. It's so hard because somehow I can't cope up with its fast pace and I feel like I can't truly enjoy every minute of life.

Is there a pause button somewhere? I just feel like screaming 'TIME OUT' everytime moments rush by me. I'm losing myself.

I'll give you a perfect example to show how I feel.

In a matter of weeks, I'll be back in school.....in third year. It feels like yesterday, I was walking up the high school building with my heart thumping in anticipation as I tried to figure out if skipping a grade was a good choice. I look back now realizing those moments are gone and so is Sophomore year. One more year and I'll be in fourth year ready to graduate.

I sometimes find myself asking "Am I ready for this?"

It's true when they say 'Being grown up isn't half as fun as GROWING UP'. I've always been telling myself that if I grew up faster, I'd be able to enjoy life. Guess I was wrong.

Whatever happens now, I just hope that what I've learned so far will be enough to keep me breathing in the very fast-rising waters of time. I know it won't slow down for me so I'll have to make myself keep up.

A Real Dreamer

I'm very much addicted to David Cook's song, Dream Big. It pretty mch tells me to always aim high and reach for the stars, but most importantly to believe in the power of my dreams.



This shall be one of my most loved inspirational songs.



When I was a little boy, I swore that I would change the world when I grew up. Nothing else would be enough. Back then it all seemed black and white, but these days I just cant seem to find the child in me who always believed. I see it everydayWe settled for safeAnd lose ourselves along the wayCoz if u dont dream big whats the use of dreaming.If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.It takes one look to make the stars worth reaching for.Took a well perfected planFor me to finally understandBut its not meFaith is something I can seeI lose the reigns and let them goI broke the chain of fearThat had their hold on me too longWhen all I felt was wrongIve wiped my tears away now its time for a changeNo I cant waste another dayCoz if u dont dream big whats the use of dreaming.If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.It takes one look to make the stars worth reaching for.So reach out, for something more.

Power For Cruelty

Just moments ago, I was watching the news and a certain topic caught my attention. It involved a government sector and vendors under a bridge at a certain place.

The GS (as I will call them) were demolishing the vendors' stalls and flipping over their sales of fruits, vegetables and the like. The whole time, my mouth was wide open as I stared in horror at what I saw.

What the GS did was not right. It was rude, unacceptable and pretty much gave a wrong impression of the government.

What if those fruits and vegetables were all those people had for a living?

And I thought the government was SUPPOSED to serve the people. And just for their information, those vendors WERE a part of the community.

The people, rich or not, deserve to be respected. Discrimintaing those who have lesser does not show a good government at all. And besides, aren't the government supposed to make programs for them?

Hmmm...I wonder. Where are all our taxes going?

Living In Simplicity...Learning Survival

Sunday night, when we were parked outside a drug store at downtown, I saw a group of kids huddled in a corner. I watched them curiously and found out they waited for cars to back out or enter the parking space so they can volunteer themselves as the watcher for a couple of pesos. This was how they got money probably for food or whatever needs they have.

I watched them for almost a full thirty minutes and found myself staring into their faces and zoning out.

I soon remembered our reach out last March. It was for our Confirmation Rites. At first, it was just supposed to be a feeding activity. We didn't plan on doing anything but play with the kids and give them food after.

When we reached our destination, the Lagoon, we gathered children from around the area and played with them.

Miss Anna, our Christian Living teacher, told us to talk to them. We did. What I heard was an eye opener to me. I never imagined life was like that for some people.

I remember particularly one woman we talked to. She had two kids, two boys roughly the age of six and seven. She said they were from Cadiz (about three cities from Bacolod) and that they moved here because it was much easier to beg for a couple of coins in the big city.

As we talked to her more, we learned she originally brought three kids with her when they moved to Bacolod. The eldest, a girl, was arrested and brought to the local Social Services Center because she got caught using Rugby. The mother was reduced to tears then and hid her face from us. We were all speechless and were unable to move for a couple of minutes. We left it at that because we understood the woman was sensitive about the subject.

As the day progressed, we learned more and more. Most of the children's last meals were scraps customers of McDonald's (right across the Lagoon) gave them. We also learned that they no longer lived with their parents but still had siblings somewhere in the area.

Life was simple for those children. All they did was beg for coins and food and keep themselves alive. Think about it, it's not that simple. Kids those age weren't supposed to live through that hardship. Growing up in that environment has deprived them of the true essence of being a kid.

I heard true to life stories that day. I was mostly speechless and awestruck. It opened my eyes to the harsh reality those children had to face. Never again will I complain about having to go to school, or having little food. Obviously, I have much more then they ever did. I'm luckier than I think.

Was...And Always Will Be...

Last night, I was reminiscing about my swimming days. I've been a swimmer for the last five years and I have to say, I have been through a lot.

I could still remember in third grade that I would never dare go in the swimming pool if the water was above my waist. I had hydrophobia as a child (and mind you, I still do). I usually ended up sitting on the steps of pools. Mom sent me to Swim Tech (a swimming camp in school) in a plea to do away with my hydrophobia. It didn't go, but I wasn't that afraid of water after.

My brother then got in an exclusive team (which I would later be a part of), and I watched his practices and pretty soon fell in love with the sport. In a few months time, I was swimming right beside him.

My first competition was crap. I was very slow, but my coaches were amazing. They trained me well. Come the NOPPSCEA (a very important sporting event), I was good enough and reached the Provincial Meet (an event against other provinces). In the next year, I reached Regionals.

As I look back now, I wonder how I was able to pull it off. My training ran from four in the afternoon until eight in the evening on Mondays until Saturdays, plus a 6 am until 9 am practice on Saturday mornings. I was even at the top class of the batch and even managed to get accelerated (skip 7th grade).

I'm currently on the verge of hanging up my goggles and walking away from the competitions. I'm in my third year of high school and I need to focus on my studies to be able to go to a nice college.

Of course, swimming will not be completely out of my routine. It's hard to throw it all away after a memorable five year experience. It was a HUGE part of me and I think it always will be.

Welcome The Newbie

This is my very first ever post. Hehe. Just wanna say excuse my blog for being down right cr*ppy at the moment. I'm still trying to figure out how to make it better and I hope eventually I'll get the hang of it.



So uh. Hi reader. Hope you keep checking out my blog. Hopefully this'll be my ONLY awkward post.

Since I'm blogging already, I'll just give you a preview of how my day is so far.

Hmmm. I woke up very happy today. It's an unknown reason, but I just am.
When I checked out our Mcfly Phils. forum, I became even more happy. I found out our population there has grown. It's not much, but hey! We all have to start somewhere!
Also I got reviews for my stories over at fanfiction and the people over at the forum commented on my fic. I'm happy!!! *dancing around*

I'm pretty much high on life at the moment. It's a very nice change since I've been feeling down a lot lately.


So yeah! That's been my day so far. I'm currently waiting for six o'clock to roll in, then I can watch American Idol. I'm rooting for Cook baby!!! lols.

Catch you next time!!!